For the pass few days, I finally know how to relax and don’t bother of any work I got. I mean I really need to take a short-term break. If not, like what Dr. Jason said to me by phone, one day I will not able to take it and my illness will get worst. I really don’t want to kill myself while I don’t know I am I doing.

So what I had done for the pass few weeks? Only a few things I do daily, eat, sleep, play, take care of children. On Monday I think, I wrote a tutorial about how to get rid of Navbar. I spend over 6 hours just to finish writing it. It’s my first tutorial I wrote and I think it will be my last time writing tutorial too. Reason is because writing a tutorial is not easy for me. Maybe it is easy for others but not for me. If not “Banana”, I may not able to finish this and will give up halfway. She helped me with the spelling so I put her name there also. Ha! Ha! Ha! Wonder what was her reaction when she saw her name in the website. Ha! Ha! Ha!

Why so many people are so concern about my “love” relationship. So many people ask me what girl I like then they will find for me. Wow! Thanks a lot but no thanks. My dream girl is hard to find I guess. I will list out all my expectation on my dream girl and I think I will only lower my expectation when I am 30’s. Ha! Ha!

• Care about everybody around “us”.
• Willing to have children for me! Ha! Ha! I want a soccer team (Just kidding).
• Must have 2 eyes, one nose, one mouth, and 2 ears. Just average look will do. (If not other handsome guy will take away from me)
• Willing to stay with me till I die. No matter I am healthy or sick, rich or poor. She must stay will me till my end of my life.
• Willing to understand my dream and support me whatever I do (of course not kill people and etc).
• I think that’s all

So my dream girl very hard to find am I right? So far I never met this type of girl before and hopefully will met in a few years time.

Now I can have the feeling of having children. I have to take care of my sister and brother who are age 6 and 4. Having children is fun but sometimes they made you so mad. Finally the day had come. Tomorrow my sister will go to her new primary school and I am waiting for this day to come for ages! Still remember before my sister went to K2 this year, she have a lot of things don’t know. She has problem learning and teachers have to pay extra attention to her. I have trying very hard to teach her in her study and reading. Teach her both English and Chinese spelling. Its is not a easy task as she is a slow learner and the home isn’t a very good for her study environment but I had try all my best to teach her last few spelling and the result I got, all correct. This give me happiness and proud for teaching her. I had gone to see her getting her Certificate and she had made me proud. While, sometime because of her, I cried because I caned her so badly. I pushed her so much but all I had done for her is for her own good. I am willing to take fully charge of her primary school education and give up anything if I had to. I watch my brother and sister grown. I had put my feeling to it and I wonder one day if I am gone, will they very happy because no one is pushing them or they will felt sad about it. Your may wonder my brother and sister only 4 and 6 years old? And the answer is yes; they are only 4 and 6 years old. So when I am 30 years old, they will call me “uncle” and not brother. Ha! Ha! Ha!
Just counted the total sum of money that will spend on my sister books. Someone will give us the textbook (saved a lot of money). So total is $88.85. I look at the total wrongly and I saw it $888.5. Ha! Ha! It really gives me a sock! Wonder what assignment book should I buy for her.

From this year teacher who taught my sister, my sister is not very good in her Math, “+” and “-” she is not very good at it so MAY BE I want to buy 3 math assignment for her. 1grammar, 3 Chinese maybe still have more… I have to think..